A LOT has happened this month, so let me go through it all!
Firstly, me and my friend (the one from the blog that is now deleted) have started talking on WhatsApp, and I think it's made me so much happier knowing I've finally done it.
I also realized that I get so upset at things because I struggle with anxiety and depression, which has impacted me on a daily basis. This has also happened when my LSA support has been taken out of my lessons to put the LSA into another lesson to cover for another LSA who is off, meaning I'm just left to cope on my own. I just fear that I say I'm not managing then I'll look like I'm coming across as rude as then the students who are receiving my LSAs won't be getting LSA support.
Otherwise, it's been a very interesting rollercoaster, but I think things will improve. By the way, having read the beginning part, I am going to be focusing on this more than the wiki, but editing will still remain one of my major hobbies, so I am absolutely NOT leaving.